September 11, 2002 - 4:46 p.m.

I'm A Stepford Wife/Girlfriend

 

Kissing the Therapist Good-Bye.

One of the most painful days of my life.

Today, I had it work out with my therapist. At the moment, I don't want to relive it. The worst part - besides the contradictions in memories of events ("it's in my notes" "but you didn't relay it to me"...) the worst part was what she called "The Lynn Show." The Lynn Show is that the guest host is self-absorbed and uncaring. I don't care about other people's problems (I don't pay her to tell her my great works), I'm self-absorbed but I'm not honest with myself and I'm a victim. Everyone's against me. I create situations that only perpetuate my problems. A Drama Queen? I've never been called that. Anyway, I can't think about it. It hurts too much. Anyway, maybe later more. But, I've lost the best therapist I've ever had - ever. Where am I left. She gave a cavalier goodbye. See ya'.

 

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